You may be noticing a lot shift of late. The things that bugged you seem to not really bug you as much. Where you’ve placed more effort and emphasis on other people, you’re putting into yourself now.

You’re beginning to understand what it means to be living life on your terms. We’re releasing so many outdated ways of being that we learnt from our families, from society and from our culture. We letting go of the instance to perform in order to get love; to release control and embrace surrender. 

It sounds so graceful but in truth it is painful and messy. It is chaos and nonsensical. You’ve probably felt this. 

But there’s a quiet voice in you that is becoming louder than your outer world demands. It’s so gentle and it whispers to you softly in quiet hours of the evening – Listen to me.

It doesn’t scream or shout or make a fuss to be heard. It is a quiet knowing, and you may never have listened to it before. This is the voice of your internal world. 

You may not even know why you’re doing things the way you are, but it feels like insanity to be doing it any other way. 

Or you could not know why you have no inclination to do the work you’ve been doing anymore or to stay in the same relationship – not only does it make no sense for you not to do it anymore but its as if you are allergic to it!

This is the shift that’s happening in you, and it requires you to let go of everything you thought you were supposed to do or supposed to have. Nothing old sticks! 

Perhaps you haven’t experienced it as painful. Perhaps suddenly you wake up and you feel different, you feel like you are different, and you have no desire to do things the same way you used to before.

If you pay attention to it long enough, it becomes a place you live from. It replaces all the loudness and the demands the world places on you and it stays the course regardless. This has it’s own time, its own way and asks us to be discerning.

How do I live there, you may ask?

You choose to listen to that quiet voice that will say ‘’no, not this – wait a while’’ and it may feel like a hesitation to accept an offer that might otherwise look really good to you. 

Every time you go with that voice, you’re choosing to live from your internal world.

In love and gratitude